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Always There For Me...

RDJ1995

Published: Jul 16, 2016

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So THIS picture that I just drew right now, Is something that contains how I feel about the Fanart THESE days. I'd figure that this would be the best way for me to speech it out, and talk about how RIDICULOUS this whole drama is getting. Just so you know, this ISN'T just about this stupid blog that a lot of people have been complaining about for the past couple of weeks. It's mainly...and I mean, MAINLY about certain others who have been degrading artists OR beginners for the way they draw, AND also my purpose for being here.

Yes, constructive critisicm is a VERY important need for everyone who wants to become a great artist in the future. I always appreciate what I need to work on, basing on proportions of a drawing, perspective, color scheme, etc. and believe me, I wasn't a very good drawer when I first started. Pretty much everyone starts off with something, whether if it's decent or not. There's always room for everyone to improve. I have autism in me, and I'am proud of it.

But what REALLY sickens me is when people think it's a good idea to destroy the confidence of someone who is a beginner. It is NOT okay to go up and say "Your art is terrible because you got no experience in drawing, and it's better not to continue. You should stop," or say "This drawing looks like something that a five year old would make. Go find another hobby besides drawing, because you suck so damn bad," and "Please stop using fan art". And the most thing that angers me was anybody would say, "Your art is fucking awful." Trust me, I've deal with this before in my past, but did that ever stop me from doing what I love? No.

I am NOT the kind of person who just "gives up" just because ONE person thinks that I should. I am going to live my drawing life however the WAY I want to live, and there's NOTHING that those horrid people can do to stop me. NOBODY is going to tell me to stop. I don't give in their god damn demands. Sure, it does hurt JUST a tiny bit when they say words that are very hurtful, which is completely normal. It's a d pain, but ALSO a temporary pain that can be easily to get over with.

So for everyone who is struggling with this kind of situation, where you had people harassing you OR talking behind your back only because you don't have good drawing skills, please don't give up! Don't let them destroy your chances of improving your portfolio in the future. Because I'm pretty sure ONE day, you will get somewhere with your hobby, and your desire to draw.

However, this isn't the only thing that I want to rant about.

Take a look at this drawing. You know in most of my artwork, I've include as much detail as possible, but THIS one doesn't have that much detail, and it's ALSO supposed to be like that. Wanna know why?

Because I don't come into the fandom JUST to be a better artist. I also come here to become a better person, and to communicate with others that I have a lot in common with.

And I feel like nowadays, this fandom is ALMOST turning into an "artists only" zone, where I believe that this fandom is for EVERYONE to enjoy. It doesn't have to be just for artists. It's also for people who appreciate the show. Not to mention there's also fan fiction writers, reviewers, and fans who just enjoy talking about the series overall. They don't have to be good or better artists in order to be "welcomed".

Since I joined Deviantart and YouTube from last year, I mostly come here to ENJOY the experience in the fandom. NOT just for FANART. But to communicate with certain people that I just became very close friends with for the last couple of years. You know me, I always enjoy interacting with so many people who actually look up to me. I never get this feeling in REAL LIFE before, which is why I've been very happy with what I have on deviantART for one year. It always makes me happy when there are people who actually CARE about me, which is why I'm not very picky with whoever I talk to. I'm always open for just about anyone.

I know last year, I've been very overwhelmed with all of the fanart and the original characters that I've done. I mean, don't get me wrong. However, I felt like my confidence has reached WAY over the top, where I became a bit more egotistic (Yes, I can admit that I am a little bit cocky sometimes), and taking too much pride in what I do. But because of this, I've ended up meeting the most wonderful people in the Animation (and Live Action) Community, who taught me very important lessons that I will always remember, including

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I may NOT be the brightest, the most mature, or the greatest person ever. I can act silly at times, be absent-minded, and sometimes get sassy over things, but I will do whatever I can to make everyone smile. Even if it means I have to draw countless pictures. In real life, Whenever I get into trouble (or involved or also being a failure), Some of the people (Even my parents) would yell at me, scolding me, pushing me, beating me up, calling me names, laughing at me, having a tantrum at me (In which I did most of the time) and even hurt my feelings. Also, I don't even like the people that say something to me like "Leave me alone!" or "I don't wanna talk to you ever again, Were through!" and I was like "Fine, I understand. After all, you're no good to everyone else. Hey, I was beginning to feel left out." Because these things can easily made me wanna turn my back, storm off angrily and burst into tears.

Soon after most people can easily apologize to me by saying "Can you forgive me?" and I will say "Okay I forgive you."

For every lesson that I've learned, I am more than willing to respect everyone for WHO THEY ARE. As long as they respect me for who I am as well, no matter what happened in my past, no matter what I LIKE, and no matter what I do. Remember, NOT everyone is going to agree with the same things concerning shows, characters, shipping, etc. I'm not the kind of person who's judgmental. No Offends guys I'm still the kindest person right?

Take me for example, I LOVE Wilbur Robinson and Penny Forrester. Even if they've NEVER interacted before. I know it is a little weird to ship when they've never spoken to each other, but it doesn't do any harm if you like OR dislike a certain pairing together, whether if they had a bad relationship, never talked before, had boring chemistry, etc. You can always come up with ideas on how they would work and all that, and then post it in a journal, fanfiction or something. Every pairing (whether if they're canon or fanon) will have pros and cons to their relationship, friendship, conflict, etc., which is why people tend to get into so much disagreement.

I'm not gonna argue with anyone who opposes my crack OTP. As long as they don't shove their dislikings down my throat. Who likes to deal with anyone who doesn't respect their opinions or decisions? Obviously no one.

Before I came to the conclusion, I want all of you to know that I'll be doing Math and Science Classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays as a fall semester because I'll be getting a job as janitor. This gonna be a tough one for me and I want all of you to wish me luck.

In conclusion to this rant, I am NOT and will NEVER give up the dreams that I have, no matter what people say about me. I know I've been having mixed feelings. It is a very big step overall.

And for real, if anyone can't appreciate on what you do, they are obviously not worth the time. I know I'm kind of being a hypocrite for talking about them. I should've ignored everything and move on, but ugh. I hope everyone understands the purpose that I did with the speech.

Remember, NOBODY IS PERFECT! Embrace your imperfections, please!

Oh here's my epilogue, Here's some songs that I think that fit my love and friendship with you guys:

1.) www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSHUVc…
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3.) www.youtube.com/watch?v